manual happy is hard

sumtimes i fear thatthis will goon mylife thru~

itsall inhow youlook at it
itsalive andits dead its thewater itsthe river bed
andits luv and its fear
itsall the things that didntgetyouher
and its a curse and its praise and
its a future fulla yesterdays

ican back it up

idontknow
i wishi wusnt a baby
imnot bein that productive buuut i feel good
i luv mistakes

fuk clocks

onlything i rillymissabout goin home is walking frum hereto there

i likethat so much

its not rilly enuf to make me happy about it tho
my bff is coming home rite after i leave
myother bff haslegsthatdontmove
bfs hereare rillygoodandnotenuf of them
big project waitingforme
ishudworkonit nowww

iguess im cute
but illtreat u like shit

jokes on u

it feels likesumonethinks this is funny

i learnedlesson,

EmilyHess and Jordanallen and me had thebest best besttimes
and i found them out of everyone and
that makes me the luckiest girl anyone ever met

we all slept inthe same bed at night and heldhandsand wore all the same clothes and got mad at eachotherand made up and didnt do homework and fuckedeverything up and laughedalot and drove nowhere and didthings mymom wud hate and ilove them and imiss them so hard,

quietvibration land