iwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happyiwas so happy

college

iworkmore than everywone ithink

whydo it look like i dont work atall

i wrote upa wholestupid paper for class and idelete it all

last nite i didnt sleep to do a 2d project and its ruined by ink and water

andfamilywhy youso sick

andjordan why wontyou pickup the foneone time in threedays

andhowcome ashleyhav to be so hurt she leave

howcome boyfrandnevur visit ever

ihate right now

i wishkait wasnt sleeping

i wish i had mypaper i wanted to go to class

im so upset

my hair is bad

i donthink i can do jordan not talkingto me anymor

if hehateme somuch i wish hejust say to go away

thisis the worst ever

i wantt to cry for a longlonglonglong time

iam eatingyogurtwith fork becus there no sppooons.

im really mad that ivemanaged to loose every ruler i have with centimeters

i hate inches

sooomuch

its really cold and it smells funny on the floor

alsoi reallymiss jordan and homenow

goooosh .___.

thisfeeling is the one i havewhen myboyfrend hurts my feelingsreallybad and doesnt care or saysthat he doesnt loveyou. thatdidnt happen but i feelthat way and i feel that way so many times that this feeling triggers meto thinkaboutjordan so much

i keep missing class

i really dontwant to fail

ithinkim going to fail

iam ruiningm y life

so fast

ihopethat if i change 100%in good turns

it can make up for me beingstupidfuk

i am goingto vomit

alwaysgoing to vomit

everyone is still proud of me, tho

very very very bad

if i go backto sleep

my roomateswill think im dead

this is easier than thaaat

i love

too much

people

this isthe problem

imso sory._.

iam uncertain

weeek end

lastnite was sogood

kait ben me find piles of flowers and givethem to philly make it less angry

um, ashley ra got really madand yelled at us

not cause of flowersbut becus she luvs rian and rian luvs meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

jordan is reeeeeeeeeeeeeeally stupid

and idk this weekend i

went to a party at temple

why didnt i do any homework

..........

hungry