Sunday, January 17, 2010

everything is fine

but i dontwant to feel this anymore

im soupset
wen you dontfix things that are fixableiwant to holdyou in the face and callyou a big idiot
iwould give anything for the problemsyouhave

if people end upwithpeople who arent meant to be all the time
then why cant it happen to me too

i getso upset
and angry

if i not withyou i feel like icant move
and wen imwithyou you are the onlything im okaywith thinkingof
how do i getanywhere

i loveyou
you mademeand it was reallyfucking annoying
why cant things go upfromthere


Sunday, January 3, 2010

OH MY GOD

wWEELL.

ihate myself in selfloathyjordan love deathmindtraps

siiigh. this blog is AWFUL


i dont have the chanels to get beyonce grrrr