omg wow mgmt swet cloth

.___. nothing is a good enough decision

soooo igo with all

it hurts my feelings

wth._.

i also iam very upset and i sometimes in the past hour really knew why ad its not fair reallybeing nice oooooo idont know whatto think ever you are so okay wen its okay i look wierd i dont konw if i really want to know eitherpeople!!!!! whyyymy liiiife my careeeer

ifeel sick

it would have been reaaaaaaalllyyy cooooooool if you werent suchabro/wierdo/deprivedpervylonley assface

gosh.___.

my feelings hurt

justwantedtobe friends a littleyoustupid asshole

jesus christ

i never slept this littlebefore;

but i semi finished something!

annd also have motivation again kinda

aannnd today in drawing we had to draw more lines and i felt like my eyes were puking and i was making ciiiirrcless

do iiii have a boyfriend????????

i am making cubes out of claaaay

i have 19 and ihave to make 36

:]

am i hungry!??!

wth i canttell

aaahhhh

sohmmmmmm........

college is good on the weekends!!

easy

and

i got somethings done

this week is going to suck tho

workwise

ohwell>:I

luv luv luv luv

miss j.

luv

luv

.___.

:)

:))))))))))))))))))))))))))

3D teacher---------

i thought i cud do this so i wasnt that worried tuesday. iworkedmore than i ever have in my entire life on this project and i didnt get it

pleasehelp

please dont screamat me

iwas thinking aboutnot comingat all becauseimso terrified ofyou and everyone else

butim comingand im gonna tryreallyreallyreally hard to not act like a 13 yearold girl wheni tellyou infront of everyone i don't have it (flashback: latinclassend of year) or anything to show for it except a bunch of mauled up cardboard

love, meee

i am going to cry.___.

:[[[[[

i keep workingon this project and fuckingit up and starting over

thisone was the second one to almost be finished

and my sleeve was dipped in paint and

putmy hannnnd on it now its messedup

im upset._.

i spend seven dollars on stuff and im running out...

idont want to buy more

ihave so many project due and i keep messing up :[woo hoo not to mention ink all over my macboookwoooooo

wantwantwant

also you for the first time

myboyfriend jordan is not nice at all

iwud like him to be a goodbboyfriend because

i lovehim and i dont rilly want a new one

sadfeelings make it hard to do welll i am behind in school and that makesme afraid

everyone else is so focused and talented and ready and i canonly hope i am one of those thing.___.

i think that college is for people with lotsof ambitionsand

i dontknow if i havethoose

sometimes i do they justarnt there all the time

especialy on days like todaywhen youwont talk tome

i am sleepy but ishud do homework .__. i am too upset to do homework

i shut my door and people say that they like me

and whenitsopen and they come in it doesnt seem so

idontknow if i evenlike them as much as i thought

but ifyoudont like me that iswhy i so upset last night

i havesomething irillywud like to tellyou and you arenowhere to find :[

itmakeme sad that you probably do not care

ifyousayyou do i dont believeyou

and i dont loveyou verymuch but you seem to care so

wut is holdingme back when youarent .___.i wish you were holdingme back

i am upset

you love me lessthan i hopedyou would

if i go away

reallygoaway

then maybe youwill be upset tooooo

i kindof want that

you never wantedme to be upset though

sometimes iam so sure who is the more bad person and

sometimes, like now iam not.

when im not sure, like now, and peoplethat like stars say they miss them, its not fair because none of the ones you want to see are brightenough here. ifthere were stars you would like me more, it would give me a chance

ithink wanting chanceis what may have caused youto not answer yor fone

and everytime you do, after you dont im mad and hurt but then i loveyou more and i hope that isnt why we are stilltogether .__.

you aresoooo mixed up

you you you you you you you

lastnite paul here late and sleep above meeee, kaylas frennd.

he can beat box

in the morning he wokeup and sed something about cheerios

which of course was really funny because everythinghe ses is really funny becuase he souunnds like the president.

i am doing homework

tooonighhht iclimbed on the roof and kicked my fone off

yaaaaaay college

everyone on my floor is drunk and sleeping

except me

unciatim

this blog is for me

to tell me

thingsbecause,

ireallyjust wish you all would goaway .__.